Friday
= close your eyes and try to be brave =
i finally received the OST of Fantastick from my cousin in states. it has been 1 yr since i visited her. the time in states reminds me how much life can be. i can be independent.
travelling NY on my own. going to central park and taking subways. it was super fun. =) i kept the ticket stab of Fantastick to remind myself of what i can be. receiving the OST of Fantastick just proves to be another reminder.
i have survive once, i will survive again.
not too sure if i am making the right decision.
as what kelve asked me once, 'are you running from or running to?'
frankly, i have no idea. i am not making any decision. just floating by. friends said that i am skinny then before. looking more tired then before.
and who wouldn't be?
as much as i try to give people hope,
i hardly see the same hope that i give.
i know things will not be the same yet i'm not going anywhere.
the heart knows reason, the mind do not know.
princess maddie.
